Anorexics are desperate to lose weight. They fight through the hunger pains. They see themselves as hideous and grossely overweight people. They tell themselves that they don't deserve to eat, or that they are too strong to eat. Tips to stop the hunger pangs? Eat! The way you describe yourself you sound more like a "wannarexic" than anything else. If you were truely single-mindedly set on being anorexic- you wouldn't be asking advice! There is no "happy medium" between anorexia and health. Anorexia is a mental disease. It's prolonged suicide! Go eat. Please?