How Do You Be A Big Hero?
I constantly tell you that you have to control yourself and stop injuring your body, that you have to fight against the wild side of your conscience that is imposing this violent behavior upon you, but I do know that in fact you are not responsible for what is happening to you. If your parents don’t care about you, if you have lived suffering for some reason or for many reasons, and especially if you are a victim of terror, you cannot be blamed for feeling so desperate and hurt yourself. This is an expression of pure despair. You are in fact a big victim of your parents, of our absurd society, and of the global hypocrisy of the entire human race, because it is indifferent to what is totally wrong. I know that, but you have to react. You have to fight against this absurd tendency, because your own hands are doing what is bad for you. However, there is a strange power dominating your hands at the time you do that against yourself: an invisible force that wants to kill you and comes from
