Could i be having panic attacks without even knowing?
well yes you are having panic attacks certainly but it might be more serious with the lumps on your ears and the pain in your head it sounds like your agrophobic u dont like the outdoors, i cant believe your seeing a therapist and you havent mentioned it you must tell them everything as that is wat they are paid alot of money to do and that is to make you better! so yes tell them and perhaps your parents too incase the therapist isnt doing his or her job properly, good luck with it all.