Why did God allow Satan to give me bipolar disorder and hearing voices?
From a Christian or indeed any other religious viewpoint that may look like a very obvious and sensible question to ask. However, when the dark force sourced deceptions that underlie ALL religions and spiritual traditions are stripped away and you have real clear-mindedness you see just how comically nonsensical that question really is. The reality, as far as I’ve been able to establish it, is that ‘God’ is simply a ‘Divine’-looking ‘face’ of ‘Satan’ – i.e. the dark force. When you recognise that, it makes perfect sense that the dark force allows itself to do what it effing likes to you! Sorry to say, ‘God’ and ‘the Holy Spirit’ are no genuine help to anyone, and when they do appear to help, it is only through acting as a lure for you, leading you into some illusory reality through which the dark force ensnares you (usually completely unaware that anything is untoward). As long as you maintain a belief in God and Satan or any other non-physical presence with which anyone could interact