Why not write that book now?
A lot of the things that went on in my childhood were not really my fault because I was a kid. I just don’t want to upset others. These are not evil people. No one even has an idea what I’m talking about, but I don’t want somebody to see one inaccuracy. That type of thing. My family is very sensitive. Maybe it could be a collaborative thing. I just want to live my life. I do want to write my book. LA Reid, the chairman of my record company, wanted me to do a documentary about my life. I see why he would want me to do it now. But I just have to go over some things with other people in order to get to a point where we’re like, “Okay, we’re not going to hate each other after this thing.” How challenging was it for you emotionally to sing at the memorial service for Michael Jackson, especially since you were the first performer? Nobody told me about the casket. I thought it was more of a concert type thing. I didn’t know that he was going to be there in the casket. All of a sudden it was l
